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You Can’t Be Spiritual Every Day
Truth be told, I should have been writing more on here. I have good shit to say. I know a lot of things. I could be teaching many people about life, spirituality, love, astrology…but for a year now I’ve been going through emotional hell. A lot of days, I really just don’t care, and that’s okay.
Its fucking imporant to recognize, that you just can’t show up and “try and find the happiness” every single day. I don’t see enough people talking about or recogonizing this.
You won’t counter-manifest everything you’re working on because you choose to say fuck it, throw on a robe, email your ex, cry your eyes out, drink a margarita and eat a bag of chips to your face.
You won’t NOT be spiritual because you choose to not care about all the tools you’ve accumulated through therapy, online courses, books and the like.
These days and the emotions that come with them, are parts of yourself too. Recognize it, give it a high five for coming to the pity party, serve it a cold diet coke and have a chat. Let’s face it, if you don’t give it the time its asking for it’ll just keep coming back.
So, like the moon changes signs every few days, chances are your mood will too. Make the space for the “non-spiritual” self to co-exist, shed some light on the dark. In actuality, it’s called shadow work. We can learn to love these parts of ourselves, just don’t let them permanently move in.
XO
